AS I SAT SADLY BY HER SIDE
As I sat sadly by her side
At the window, through the glass
She stroked a kitten in her lap
And we watched the world as it fell past
Softly she spoke these words to me
And with brand new eyes, open wide
We pressed our faces to the glass
As I sat sadly by her side
She said, "Father, mother, sister, brother,
Uncle, aunt, nephew, niece,
Soldier, sailor, physician, labourer,
Actor, scientist, mechanic, priest
Earth and moon and sun and stars
Planets and comets with tails blazing
All are there forever falling
Falling lovely and amazing"
Then she smiled and turned to me
And waited for me to reply
Her hair was falling down her shoulders
As I sat sadly by her side
As I sat sadly by her side
The kitten she did gently pass
Over to me and again we pressed
Our different faces to the glass
"That may be very well", I said
"But watch the one falling in the street
See him gesture to his neighbours
See him trampled beneath their feet
All outward motion connects to nothing
For each is concerned with their immediate need
Witness the man reaching up from the gutter
See the other one stumbling on who can not see"
With trembling hand I turned toward her
And pushed the hair out of her eyes
The kitten jumped back to her lap
As I sat sadly by her side
Then she drew the curtains down
And said, "When will you ever learn
That what happens there beyond the glass
Is simply none of your concern?
God has given you but one heart
You are not a home for the hearts of your brothers
And God does not care for your benevolence
Anymore than he cares for the lack of it in others
Nor does he care for you to sit
At windows in judgement of the world He created
While sorrows pile up around you
Ugly, useless and over-inflated"
At which she turned her head away
GreatMy body shakes -
Electric can't move
My TV could kill me
I can't move far
That morning becomes the time when
I wake and shudder
To see I'm bleeding again again
I'll wish upon
Some other star
And maybe that would break me
I remember when
Electric - felt like the world was mine
That morning became electric
I stop and shuddered
To see I am bleeding
again again again again
again again again
You see I'm weightless
I'm staying in all this
Ya I miss you but right now I am floating
Set adrift
Get quiet with me and you could stay
Where you don't feel
And you don't remember
Morning becomes the time when
I wake and shudder
To see I'm bleeding again again
And the morning becomes the time when
I wake and shudder
To feel electric
again again again again
again again again again