took a bus back to the home town. found out that your room is rented out. falling down this road. facing all these days. wondering where to smile. facing every way. took a big step getting off that plane and finding out what you couldn't explain. your faces low. and facing right around the right. and for whatI've waited hours for this,
I've made myself so sick.
I wish I'd stayed asleep today,
I never thought this day would end.
I never thought tonight could ever be…
This close to me…
Just try to see in the dark,
Just try to make it work,
To feel the fear before you're here.
I make the shapes come much too close,
I pull my eyes out,
Hold my breath,
And wait until I shake…
But if I had your faith,
Then I could make it safe and clean.
If only I was sure,
That my head on the door was a dream.
I've waited hours for this,
I've made myself so sick,
I wish I'd stayed asleep today.
I never thought this day would end,
I never thought tonight could ever be…
This close to me…
But if I had your face,
I could make it safe and clean.
If only I was sure,
That my head on the door,
Was a dream.